I dont know why I didnt man up and start posting on day 1. I guess I was still a little embarrassed that I couldnt cut it a few years ago.
I plan on using this site and my wife to keep me quit. If I even think about caving, I will be on this site posting and reading others posts. I also have my wife as my last line of defense. I have promised her that I will call and talk to her when the cravings are getting me down.
Um...ok. Pardon me for saying, but this seems like a really half baked 'apology/come back' or whatever you want to call it.
I welcome you back if you are serious, but your language suggests at least one issue. Ok, two issues.
One, someone asked for a plan. You are familiar with this site and yet you got no plan (no, really, reread your own post--you got no plan).
Two, you state that you will use this site and read when you think about a cave?!?! Dude...you gotta read, plan and use this site way before that or the thought of a cave will do you in before you can even log on.
You need to do sum evaluatin' my friend. Let's think this through. Get this going and be serious about it, or we'll see you again in 2014.