My name is Rob, I am 43 and have been an addict for at least 25 years. I started this journey yesterday afternoon but did not post anything until now. I am one of those people who have always had a hard time opening up and letting people in. I am ready to ask and let people help me thru this process. I hung around most of the day yesterday reading posts. This gave me the strength I needed to get thru the day. Today is a new day. This day is already a harder day. Please give me the strength to make it thru.
Hey Rob, welcome to the party! Good news is, the nic is almost out of your system. Stick around and get involved in someway, shape or form. It took me quite a while to open up and trust these creeps here, and its the best damn group of people you could ever trust in. Keep reading, reading, reading. There is so much help and information here to get you through this. The tools lay around here everywhere, and if you have any questions, post them up in your group or here. As far as the strength to get through it, theres only one way to do it.....balls out. We cant quit for you, but we can sure as hell quit along side you!! If you need anything feel free to pm me.