So, I have to be honest. I hate that I've been dipping cope snuff since I was 17. I've tried to quit a couple times before and I've quit for long stretches of time... more than a year even. But those clearly were not quits... they were pauses.
I'm now on day 18 and ready to actually quit. We'll I know that I need to quit but I don't actually want to quit. Cope is my best friend. Hell, cope is my only friend. I pretend that I'm sneaky and clever but I'm sure my family and people I work with all know about it. It's so weird because as I'm off to a good start, I'm already thinking about when I can start again. This is going to be hard but I'm going to do it.
Okay, so since this is an intro, I should tell you about myself. I'm 42. Married for 17 years. Have an 8 YO daughter. I'm quitting so I can be a better dad and husband.