Just bringing this to the top so anyone else that thinks about caving can see all the shit and embarrassment I put my self through. This should be enough reading material for a newby or guest to not want to cave, let my past fail be someone's encouragement today. Quit on! 'oh yeah'
I enjoyed the read KWarner and I am quit with you. It's great reading all the trials and tribulations the newbies go through because it reminds us all of we went through not too long ago. I forgot about the strong craves to dip while driving to work or home from work. I forgot about how much I loved putting in a dip while walking the dogs. I forgot about not eating lunch so I could sneak in a dip. I forgot about not being able to sleep so I put in a dip and stayed up for two more hours. I forgot about worrying about white marks in my mouth. I forgot about dreading going to the dentist to see if I had cancer or not. I forgot about how much the vets got on my ever last nerve. Today, I woke up and the first thing I thought about was the fact that my dogs wanted to go for a walk, then I drove to work, next went out for lunch (Mexican), I will sleep the whole night without waking (usually), I've been through three dentist visits since I quit and the last one I was not worried in the least, unfortunately the vets still get on my nerves (especially the ones that strive on banning good people that want to quit or are helping others to quit). My point is, I didn't spend one moment thinking about dipping today and it was fucking awesome. I can't wait to hear you say the same thing, but its going to take a lot of hard work to forget this shit.
Keep up the quit, one day you wont be spending 99% of your day thinking about this shit, you will forget most of it and then you can live your live with a new found freedom that is truly wonderful.
