Everyone on this site has gone through what you're experiencing. I think it's kinda cool...in a sorta sick way. The cool part is that there are no short cuts, you can't buy your way out or have someone hand your freedom to you. YOU must EARN your freedom.
You're not alone. We're all here to support you and help any way we can. But ultimately, your success or failure is up to you. The stakes couldn't be higher...you're in the fight of your life.
You and you quit group need to commit to doing whatever you can to remain quit. Share your quit stories, motivation, mutual support...everything. Encouraging others to stay quit helped me more than anything else (I'm even doing it right now...College FB is a trigger).
You took the first step, let us help with the rest. We've all been there...
STAY QUIT!!!