Have had such a shitty past almost week or so lately. It's been stressing me out so much. I've barely ate, it's hard to concentrate on school, and I just don't want to do anything. Yet it's all my doing so it shouldn't be bothering me like this. But hey at least I'm still quit, so I got that goin' for me.
Stay strong brother!
You've got this Timeless. Your toolbox is full of everything you need to stay quit.You are an inspiration to me and my quit and I know you have my number.I will not allow you to cave without calling me and asking for my permission.....and we all know the likeliness of that happening my friend.Proud to be quit with you again today.NAFAR!!!
What bugging you Timeless? Reach out if you need anything. And remember, "one problem + dipping = __________)". Fill in the blank.
It is refreshing to finally realize the life is not always perfect, and it doesn't have to be. And we don't need nicotine to somehow make the bad times better. That is just the addict lie.
I don't really want to get into it right now. It's just me being an idiot and at the time thought it was going to ruin the best thing to ever happen to me(and no I don't mean ruining my quit).
But I woke up at like 530 today and got into a lot of thinking since it took me a little while to fall back to sleep. I need to make changes in my life. I've said it a thousand times, but this time its dire and I need to be serious about it. Maybe this thinking is just because I'm stressed out and not feeling so great, but seems to me like my life is crashing down hard right now.
I need to start a journal and write down everything that I want to change/how I'm going to do it/ and what the end result I want to be. And then keep udating it and reading about my progress.
Thanks for all the messages. Dip is not going to do any good for me, though it was the first time since I quit that I went through a really shitty life experience and dip was the last thing on my mind. I went to the gas station earlier to get a drink and fill my car up and I was shooting lazers at the tins of death.