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Offline Matt F

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Re: Just signed up
« Reply #168 on: June 18, 2013, 09:29:00 AM »
Hey timeless what's up? I get to fool around today since off work and noticed your HOF speech. I'm going to recommend it to the Slutember group cause of the way you put the importance of community in perspective in the speech. Have a great day and I quit with you today!

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Re: Just signed up
« Reply #167 on: June 16, 2013, 04:21:00 PM »
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Have had such a shitty past almost week or so lately. It's been stressing me out so much. I've barely ate, it's hard to concentrate on school, and I just don't want to do anything. Yet it's all my doing so it shouldn't be bothering me like this. But hey at least I'm still quit, so I got that goin' for me.
Stay strong brother!
You've got this Timeless. Your toolbox is full of everything you need to stay quit.You are an inspiration to me and my quit and I know you have my number.I will not allow you to cave without calling me and asking for my permission.....and we all know the likeliness of that happening my friend.Proud to be quit with you again today.NAFAR!!!
What bugging you Timeless? Reach out if you need anything. And remember, "one problem + dipping = __________)". Fill in the blank.

It is refreshing to finally realize the life is not always perfect, and it doesn't have to be. And we don't need nicotine to somehow make the bad times better. That is just the addict lie.
I don't really want to get into it right now. It's just me being an idiot and at the time thought it was going to ruin the best thing to ever happen to me(and no I don't mean ruining my quit).
But I woke up at like 530 today and got into a lot of thinking since it took me a little while to fall back to sleep. I need to make changes in my life. I've said it a thousand times, but this time its dire and I need to be serious about it. Maybe this thinking is just because I'm stressed out and not feeling so great, but seems to me like my life is crashing down hard right now.
I need to start a journal and write down everything that I want to change/how I'm going to do it/ and what the end result I want to be. And then keep udating it and reading about my progress.
Thanks for all the messages. Dip is not going to do any good for me, though it was the first time since I quit that I went through a really shitty life experience and dip was the last thing on my mind. I went to the gas station earlier to get a drink and fill my car up and I was shooting lazers at the tins of death.
Journaling is a great idea. I can relate so much to what you have written... when I'm not pursuing anything I feel passionate about or when I'm in a lull, even a necessary one I can get out of sorts and feel like everything is hopeless. Everything is shitty. It can be overwhelming to contemplate everything I SHOULD do and NEED to do and I can be very hard on myself as well. I don't know the specifics obviously of what you are dealing with but this I do know... the "life crashing down hard" feelings do pass. In my darkest moments (not even related to nicotine), I have to remind myself something that this too shall pass.

Hang in there. These moments usually precede times of great growth.
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Re: Just signed up
« Reply #166 on: June 16, 2013, 04:08:00 PM »
Quote from: Its_Got2Happen
Quote from: jaynellie
Quote from: tazbutane
Quote from: Timeless117
Have had such a shitty past almost week or so lately. It's been stressing me out so much. I've barely ate, it's hard to concentrate on school, and I just don't want to do anything. Yet it's all my doing so it shouldn't be bothering me like this. But hey at least I'm still quit, so I got that goin' for me.
Stay strong brother!
You've got this Timeless. Your toolbox is full of everything you need to stay quit.You are an inspiration to me and my quit and I know you have my number.I will not allow you to cave without calling me and asking for my permission.....and we all know the likeliness of that happening my friend.Proud to be quit with you again today.NAFAR!!!
What bugging you Timeless? Reach out if you need anything. And remember, "one problem + dipping = __________)". Fill in the blank.

It is refreshing to finally realize the life is not always perfect, and it doesn't have to be. And we don't need nicotine to somehow make the bad times better. That is just the addict lie.
I don't really want to get into it right now. It's just me being an idiot and at the time thought it was going to ruin the best thing to ever happen to me(and no I don't mean ruining my quit).
But I woke up at like 530 today and got into a lot of thinking since it took me a little while to fall back to sleep. I need to make changes in my life. I've said it a thousand times, but this time its dire and I need to be serious about it. Maybe this thinking is just because I'm stressed out and not feeling so great, but seems to me like my life is crashing down hard right now.
I need to start a journal and write down everything that I want to change/how I'm going to do it/ and what the end result I want to be. And then keep udating it and reading about my progress.
Thanks for all the messages. Dip is not going to do any good for me, though it was the first time since I quit that I went through a really shitty life experience and dip was the last thing on my mind. I went to the gas station earlier to get a drink and fill my car up and I was shooting lazers at the tins of death.
Day 1: 09/12/2011
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HOF Speech: Day 100, Just another day in the life of Timeless

Now, like all great plans, my strategy is so simple an idiot could have devised it.

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Re: Just signed up
« Reply #165 on: June 16, 2013, 06:53:00 AM »
Hey timeless hope today's the best Father's day you ever had. Call / text / PM you've got my digits

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Re: Just signed up
« Reply #164 on: June 16, 2013, 04:37:00 AM »
Quote from: jaynellie
Quote from: tazbutane
Quote from: Timeless117
Have had such a shitty past almost week or so lately. It's been stressing me out so much. I've barely ate, it's hard to concentrate on school, and I just don't want to do anything. Yet it's all my doing so it shouldn't be bothering me like this. But hey at least I'm still quit, so I got that goin' for me.
Stay strong brother!
You've got this Timeless. Your toolbox is full of everything you need to stay quit.You are an inspiration to me and my quit and I know you have my number.I will not allow you to cave without calling me and asking for my permission.....and we all know the likeliness of that happening my friend.Proud to be quit with you again today.NAFAR!!!
What bugging you Timeless? Reach out if you need anything. And remember, "one problem + dipping = __________)". Fill in the blank.

It is refreshing to finally realize the life is not always perfect, and it doesn't have to be. And we don't need nicotine to somehow make the bad times better. That is just the addict lie.

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Re: Just signed up
« Reply #163 on: June 15, 2013, 11:25:00 PM »
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Quote from: Timeless117
Have had such a shitty past almost week or so lately. It's been stressing me out so much. I've barely ate, it's hard to concentrate on school, and I just don't want to do anything. Yet it's all my doing so it shouldn't be bothering me like this. But hey at least I'm still quit, so I got that goin' for me.
Stay strong brother!
You've got this Timeless. Your toolbox is full of everything you need to stay quit.You are an inspiration to me and my quit and I know you have my number.I will not allow you to cave without calling me and asking for my permission.....and we all know the likeliness of that happening my friend.Proud to be quit with you again today.NAFAR!!!
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Re: Just signed up
« Reply #162 on: June 15, 2013, 09:18:00 PM »
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Have had such a shitty past almost week or so lately. It's been stressing me out so much. I've barely ate, it's hard to concentrate on school, and I just don't want to do anything. Yet it's all my doing so it shouldn't be bothering me like this. But hey at least I'm still quit, so I got that goin' for me.
Stay strong brother!
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Re: Just signed up
« Reply #161 on: June 15, 2013, 04:40:00 PM »
Have had such a shitty past almost week or so lately. It's been stressing me out so much. I've barely ate, it's hard to concentrate on school, and I just don't want to do anything. Yet it's all my doing so it shouldn't be bothering me like this. But hey at least I'm still quit, so I got that goin' for me.
Day 1: 09/12/2011
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Now, like all great plans, my strategy is so simple an idiot could have devised it.

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Re: Just signed up
« Reply #160 on: June 02, 2013, 09:57:00 AM »
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Can't believe I didn't come on here on day 600. Well I'm on day 629 now. Didn't sleep worth a shit last night. Want to go to sleep now but feel like I'm going to be up asleep till like 3 and that is just going to mess up my sleeping cycle.

6 more days till I celebrate my second birthday quit. This year has flew by. Had some bad craves a few weeks ago. Almost caved. But got through it. Not before I didn't call anybody like the moron that I am when I should have. But tis all better now.
Timeless, 629,, wow! You know,, i've seen your avatar a few times,, but i never really looked at it until today. That poor, poor dog. I get it though,, very good avatar. I wish you wouldn't tell me your getting craves after 600 days,, i'm sorta hoping after day 108, which i'm on now, i never have a crave again. I guess that's out of the question now. Maybe it will happen after day 630. We'll see. I quit with you all day Time.
Kdip was telling me he got a crave the other day at day 1700 something. But I will tell you, at either 629 or 1700 something the craves become a lot easier to toss to the side and just get rid of it right away. So you got that to look forward to.
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Re: Just signed up
« Reply #159 on: June 02, 2013, 09:39:00 AM »
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Can't believe I didn't come on here on day 600. Well I'm on day 629 now. Didn't sleep worth a shit last night. Want to go to sleep now but feel like I'm going to be up asleep till like 3 and that is just going to mess up my sleeping cycle.

6 more days till I celebrate my second birthday quit. This year has flew by. Had some bad craves a few weeks ago. Almost caved. But got through it. Not before I didn't call anybody like the moron that I am when I should have. But tis all better now.
Timeless, 629,, wow! You know,, i've seen your avatar a few times,, but i never really looked at it until today. That poor, poor dog. I get it though,, very good avatar. I wish you wouldn't tell me your getting craves after 600 days,, i'm sorta hoping after day 108, which i'm on now, i never have a crave again. I guess that's out of the question now. Maybe it will happen after day 630. We'll see. I quit with you all day Time.
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The poison sucks. I hate it. I hated it this morning, I hated it at noon, I hated it at supper and I hate it tonight. I enjoy hating it so much I'm going to wake up tomorrow and start over hating it. I quit with anyone that wants to hate it with me.

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Re: Just signed up
« Reply #158 on: June 02, 2013, 09:29:00 AM »
Can't believe I didn't come on here on day 600. Well I'm on day 629 now. Didn't sleep worth a shit last night. Want to go to sleep now but feel like I'm going to be up asleep till like 3 and that is just going to mess up my sleeping cycle.

6 more days till I celebrate my second birthday quit. This year has flew by. Had some bad craves a few weeks ago. Almost caved. But got through it. Not before I didn't call anybody like the moron that I am when I should have. But tis all better now.
Day 1: 09/12/2011
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HOF Speech: Day 100, Just another day in the life of Timeless

Now, like all great plans, my strategy is so simple an idiot could have devised it.

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Re: Just signed up
« Reply #157 on: April 13, 2013, 03:36:00 PM »
Woke up on day 580 today feeling a lot less stressed out than I was yesterday which is nice. Went and got my front brakes changed so 95 dollars later at least I'm safe once again in my car so that's good.
Been posting more and and more in intro threads and getting more involved with helping out the newer people. Getting back to what I did at first but have been slipping with. Feels good.
Think I convinced one of my friends at school to quit dipping today. Doubt he's going to join the site, but hopefully I got him to at least quit. He recently started dipping within the last year. So been trying to get him to see that he doesn't want it to turn into a 12 year habit like me or even longer like a lot of people on this site.
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Re: Just signed up
« Reply #156 on: April 12, 2013, 02:44:00 PM »
Thank God this week is over. Long fucking week at school to cap it off with a shitty test today. Gonna take this weekend to sleep the entire time, get my head on straight and rock these next two weeks of classes out and get my grade up to where I want it to be. Two more weeks and then my spring break arrives. Got a fun one night trip to Savannah planned with my girl to end it and then on to my clinical rotations for 2 months.
Time to make some changes in regards to how I go about my school and some other things in my life. I'm stressed out from school, but other than that things are going great.
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Re: Just signed up
« Reply #155 on: April 12, 2013, 02:42:00 PM »
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Been a while since I've written in here. On day 573 today and I have not had a craving like I do right now in some time. I don't know whats causing it, but I woke up and the first thing that I thought of was how badly I wanted a dip. Maybe I had a dip dream that I don't remember last night. But I've put in like 3 different dips of the Jakes Mint that I got. I tried going for a walk to take my mind off of it, but nothing seems to work right now. It is stressing me out to no end right now. I posted roll today so there is no going back to dip, so at least I got that goin' for myself right now.
Get your head on straight brother. WTF?? Longing to get ass raped by the bitch again? Longing to be a pitifull douchebag slave again? We are living the dream my friend. Proud to have spent the last 573 days with you. See you on 574 :D
It will pass. You know this.

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A crave hits an experienced quitter and he knows exactly what to do. The nic bitch does not stand a chance.
I still get goosebumps when Scowick65 speaks!! NAFAR
Time You know that siren song is just a bunch of lies. A Good reminder to all the the nic bitch never lets you put your guard down. Hang in there she will back off soon.
she doesn't have a chance.. life is so much better without her.. Just like someone whining in your ear, eventually it's gonna stop. still love your avatar. Early in my quit It made me laugh when I needed it. Also liberdave.. you guys is funny.. Quit with you time, you'll feel better soon..peace
Thanks guys. I threw that bitch to the side and came out on top like I have for the last 579 days. I show her who is boss and she goes off running crying cause she can't handle the toughness that I show her.
Day 1: 09/12/2011
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HOF Speech: Day 100, Just another day in the life of Timeless

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Re: Just signed up
« Reply #154 on: April 12, 2013, 09:47:00 AM »
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Quote from: Timeless117
Been a while since I've written in here. On day 573 today and I have not had a craving like I do right now in some time. I don't know whats causing it, but I woke up and the first thing that I thought of was how badly I wanted a dip. Maybe I had a dip dream that I don't remember last night. But I've put in like 3 different dips of the Jakes Mint that I got. I tried going for a walk to take my mind off of it, but nothing seems to work right now. It is stressing me out to no end right now. I posted roll today so there is no going back to dip, so at least I got that goin' for myself right now.
Get your head on straight brother. WTF?? Longing to get ass raped by the bitch again? Longing to be a pitifull douchebag slave again? We are living the dream my friend. Proud to have spent the last 573 days with you. See you on 574 :D
It will pass. You know this.

:D
A crave hits an experienced quitter and he knows exactly what to do. The nic bitch does not stand a chance.
I still get goosebumps when Scowick65 speaks!! NAFAR
Time You know that siren song is just a bunch of lies. A Good reminder to all the the nic bitch never lets you put your guard down. Hang in there she will back off soon.
she doesn't have a chance.. life is so much better without her.. Just like someone whining in your ear, eventually it's gonna stop. still love your avatar. Early in my quit It made me laugh when I needed it. Also liberdave.. you guys is funny.. Quit with you time, you'll feel better soon..peace
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