Great choice, Shunter. (Just guessing that is your last name?) :lol:
Seriously, check out the Welcome Center. Read the Tom and Jenny Kern story. You're damn right about quitting...you need to. And the good news is you can. Check out the Quit Groups section...not just your own, but click around. Look at all of those names. Now think, all of those folks have been right where you are. Pretty cool, huh? You are among bad ass quitters. And you can be one of them...one day at a time.
Get involved, post roll, read all you can, then re-read everything. You got this, brotha!!!