Gneeson88,
We have a few thing in common. I can tell from your post. Welcome to hell. You ready to fight? It's a bitch and a roller coaster of emotions but today is my day 305. I can say today that my quit is easy, the burden of abstaining is light. It hasn't been sunshine and roses and that's why bitch addicts cave!!!
They say they want to quit when they really don't want to!!!! There are many that don't realize that sympathizing, glamorizing, entertaining, remembering the nic bitch with longing fondness, and excusing the evil in a can will be a disaster for an addict.
As an addict, we all can get lost in our thought about humping a can of chew. When thoughts or feelings like that come, panic! Fight, fight, fight and call your brothers to talk about it.
So glad I quit today and 304 days before today! Make it to 100 and it still won't be all sunshine and roses but you will have times when it is and you will love the freedom you feel!
Welcome and check your in box.