Welcome,
I wish I had made this decision at 21, you will be thanking yourself later, I think j rizzlle said it best, you are an addict, the earlier a you realize this the better,(there is no controlling it)and if we were not addicts than we would not need a site like this to stay quit. Read especially the intros to let you know what to expect but take it day by day, quit for the day and nothing more. Post roll each day and repeat. Pm me if need anything.