Hello to all my NIC KILLERS,
Just like my title says. Any Monkey can write up some high class introduction. You can write anything to make people believe you are going to quit. It takes a real person when no one is around to determine what worth you really are.
This is probably why I am waiting 22 days after I quit to write my introduction. I wanted to see if I was true to myself before any of you. Yes, it is good to post and be held accountable. But it first starts with you. If you can not hold your own self accountable then no one else can.
So lets start. My name is Jason and I live in Arkansas with my wife and 4 beautiful children. I work in Alaska and I travel monthly back n forth to work. Hence, the name arcticsloper. I have chewed Copenhagen Snuff for 29 years since the age of 10. If you can add then you will know my age. Good Job!! I have only chewed Copenhagen because this is what my Grandpa chewed. I looked up to my Grandpa. He was my rock. He was my escape. He lived two houses down from my Parents and I. I would steal dips from his can and later when I could afford my own I would hid my cans in his refrigerator. My parents just assumed they were his. My Grandpa lived a good life and passed when I was 19yrs old. He was 88 and at his funeral, I snuck in to his viewing and stuffed to rolls of Snuff in his jacket to be buried with. Now to some this could be morbid but this is how I felt about my Grandpa and Copenhagen. I was not going to give this shit up. My Grandpa had a dip in his mouth in the hospital right before he passed. I remember the nurses telling him he can not do that and his response, "Fuck you!" At his age, know one was going to tell him what to do. Well guess what, that has been my exact feeling until about a month ago. My thoughts were if he can do it and live a good life, I can do it too.
So here I am, sitting here writing an introduction. I am not going to share why I decided to quit right now! Maybe my 100 Day HOF mark! This is my accountability. It's not just a monkey writing. I am getting this fucking monkey off my back.
Thanks To ALL! If you need to ever get through the mind games, I am here for you. Anyone can quit the can, but your mind its the thing that's wasted!
God Bless,
Jason(arcticsloper)