Hello all. Thanks for this site. I'm 44 years old. I've been quit since 7/11/14.
I thought it was ironic that when I sat down with my laptop to write this, I instinctively reached for my pocket for a dip. It's not there. And it won't be there. Habits are hard to break!
I've been rocking the Kodiak for about 25 years.
I started dipping in college and it carried on into my military career. 20 years later, I now have two active, young sons and the doctor is saying my BP is too high and i have other heart related "concerns." Nicotine anyone? "Definitely," he says.
I have thought about quitting for a long time, but always figured out a way to talk myself out of it -- "how will you last that flight from NY to LA?" "What about when you drive home to Wisconsin over the summer?" blah blah blah. This list could go on for pages of BS as you all may know.
Finally, I decided to put my sack on the table and I quit last Friday. The weekend sucked -- and what about those dreams?? wow.
Monday / Tuesday this week were crazy at work -- FOG city. But today, i felt a little better. At work there are so many triggers for me to "whip out the can" that I am not sure I can do this. This is why i signed up for the site. Support here seems awesome!
Bottom line: I want to feel healthy and I want to be around for my wife and my boys.
Again thanks for this site -- the info and support here was what made me feel confident to get this done!