Hi, I'm Isom. I have no idea how to use these boards, can't figure out the posting roll or quite how the forum works but I'm here, I quit yesterday and I'm not going back because I made a promise.
I got sick a week ago and went to the Dr. He found a spot on my gums. I'm 35, I have a beautiful wife and three small children. I won't find out any results for 7-10 days, but I handed my wife my can, looked in her eyes and said "Never again, I promise." I can't help but think about how selfish I've been and the guilt is overwhelming when I look at these three wonderful children and ask myself "what have I done?"
Well, that's me, and my selfish story. God willing I will be the only one who has to suffer as I go through withdrawls and such but I figure I deserve that.
Isom