dear TheSurge, strange quit intro you have...I do hope you're really quit... You know, one never knows when/what caused that gene to flip flop into CANCER. Was it the last dip or the last year of dipping? Fate is a very funny man...maybe you found this site just in time...please take care to post roll and take your quit seriously.
When my Mom was diagnosed with 3rd stage small cell lung cancer, I went to see her. I remember like it was yesterday, she said, "If I had just never smoked that 1st cigerette".
So you see, we never know which dip is going to kill us. We just gotta be quit and stay quit. No stoppages...full blown quit is the only way!
Good luck and hope to see you post everyday, your life depends on it....you just may not see it that way yet. If you have to crawl on your belly to borrow a phone or puter, do it and you'll live a long life of NOT putting POISON in your mouth.
Proud to be QUIT with YOU! 'bang head'