well i have dipped for 26 year s of my life my last dip was June 12th 2008 and so this sept. 19th 2008 was my 100 day with out an dip and being an slow person which it made more harder for me to focus on other thing's in life just took it in slowly than usally though . and but after going through the dentist and arguing with him when will be your last time of dipping that crap and he was getting more madder every second as we were talking and all is that he was concerened of about my right lip and so he had sent me off to the oral surgeon and i said shit now what , the only thing that i can think of is oh shit now great now i have got cancer and all and but it was an real bumb thing is that i had to waited for 2 full week's for the full result s to get back from . but the final result s were in and bingo i have no cancer and but this was and is still is an wake up call for me and is that from the oral surgeon said yeah can still on chewing and dipping after the biopsy and all if you wanted to loose your hole right jaw and more and i said no thank's doc i rather live more than having you cutting upmy right face for that stupid shit of chew and snuff and i said well that is the end of he road forme now that i can never chew or dip any more and so i stumbled onto this website and chated with the few i knew of about and that those folks had helped me more than ever and even to this day i can no longer look atan full can of Copenhagen any more i was tired of looking at and also being an slave to it for 26 year s of my life the best thing in life right now so what if its just an biopsy passed with flying color's is great and that no one has to deal or to fight with daily cancer when you wake up in the morning , the best thing is that now we must go forward and rethink are self's and be better and stronger every day of our life's and have plenty of will power, is that now that we must never go back to are Darkside of our past or it will start all over again and but the best thing us that you must be strong and move forward and to look at new thing's every day that you are blessed with in life . but rember in life you are beating cancer every day so just rember that phrase . thanks for your time. but just rember craving's are just part of the fun and it beat's dealing with daily cancer for some of us and but most of all irather not to have cancer and but i rather to deal with those nasty craving's for the rest of my life than having cancer . thanks for your time and support.
