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You have several gentleman who are extending out their hands to help you across the fence, and now you have mine. You sound serious about your quit. I hope that you are. Use the tools that this site provides, use the guts deep within your soul, and you will win the battle each day against our common enemy.
There is no forever. There is no next year. There is no tomorrow. There is only today. You beat her today. You posted roll, you keep that promise. You post roll first thing tomorrow, you keep that promise. Being quit is winning the day, each and every day. Just know that I, along with everyone else who posts on this site, will be standing beside you fighting the same battle.
Read, ask, participate, read, suggest, notice, read, read, and read. Knowledge is power.