I know this time I am going to quit chewing and also any form of Nic this and everyday going forward the rest of my life. After about 38 yrs of Nic in my system, and never quitting Nic, Day 5 of quit Nic seems peaceful for me. I also have the support of my wife who is a smoker and also quitting nic 4 days ago. She is one day behind me and we have our own count of days going on. It is 54 for us. Me 5/Her 4Â…Tomorrow will be 65, and next day 76, then 87, 98, 109, 1110, 1211...get it? Life is so much better without chew in my mouth. ItÂ’s easier to smile too. The day I quit tobacco, I had a dipped in all day at work, and replenished it several times throughout the day never taking a break. On my way home, I packed a good one. Stopped to buy a new can old one gone. Finally got home and was hungry and had to cook for myself. Opened up the new can, spit it out dip, immediately put another new fresh dip in, made dinner with a dip in. So after about an hour of cooking my dinner, still chewing new dip, I went to the bathroom to spit it out my dip into the toilet. Then, went back to my dinner which was cooling down (too hot to eat) and I was starving. So, I decided subconsciously that i need to chew again, and put another dip in for before dinner. It was at that moment that I thought to myself...haven't you had enough already dumb-ass. Why do you keep chewing (always beating myself up for many years). So I took the can and through it out the front door where it laid in the lawn for 8 days. As the tin laid in the lawn, I continued to self-medicate my nic addition with lozengers. ItÂ’s a nice band-aid and gave my gums time to heal..I think I was chewing 12 hrs a day pretty consistently. I used lozengers for about 6 days then found kill the canÂ…and the rest is history. I quit nic immediately and joined KTC. All together we have one goal to quit. I thank you all for your support me and hope to befriend many. Now that Nic is out of my system, and at Day 5 of my new life nic free, life seems very peaceful and more tolerable. I am smiling more because i don't have a dip in, and talking more to people because I don't have a dip in, Things taste better now that I don't dip, and just feel 100% better about myself...Smile and peace be with you all.