Hi Wildman, welcome to the site.
A few things to remember here is to post roll daily. It seems odd at first but in time you will understand why it is necessary. Gather numbers form total strangers. Yeah that's right. Total strangers. They just may be your only life line in a moment of weakness. And yeah it is going to suck really bad as was pointed out, but the suck is worth it. It teaches you a valuable lesson. Recall how bad it sucks and next time you think of putting cat shit in your mouth, think back to the suck and ask your self is it worth it to feel that ever again. Some people around here say they forget about it over time and never think about their addiction. To me that is scary. NEVER forget where you were and where you could easily end back up at. Remember it daily and how bad the suck sucked, how bad your teeth looked, how bad your breath smelled, how much money you spent etc etc. It sucks!
When shit gets heavy come here and read hall of fame speeches, read words of wisdom, post in this introduction post as your personal journey blog or bitch session. You can't possibly say anything we all haven't heard before so feel free. Post away!
Remember:
1. There is no such thing as luck here, we just DO.
2. We do NOT have a habit, we are addicts plain and simple.
3. Post roll daily. Wake up, piss, post in exactly that order.
Take care man and I quit with you edd!