Hey, everyone, I'm Ivan (nick name from practically birth. Long story of a fueding Russian dad and Native American mom.) I quit dipping Cope Nat XLC on October 5th, 2021 after 13 years dipping and being in the ER twice in three days from uncontrollable anxiety. The second ER doctor finally told me If you want to quit visiting me you NEED to reduce your nicotine intake. It's been five days since quitting and the worst five days of my life. Like many people, I found this place through Google because I've never simultaneously slept/not slept, shit and had this much stomach pain/anxiety in my life. After reading a veritable cornucopia of stories, my entire symptom list made complete sense and I'm very comfortable in saying finding this site saved my quit, this morning. I was minutes away from driving to the gas station at 5 in the morning to let my demon get the best of me... Until I googled my symptoms and found this place. Reading all the stories and symptom list put my mind at ease more than it's been since that first day quit. The anxiety, G.I. pain, and general symptoms ebb and flow, but I know now I just need to take it minute-by-minute, day-by-day and it'll eventually get better. I want to thank all the contributors and members for making this place so great and the 1000 times this place will hopefully save my quit. I look forward to taking back control of my mental-state and body. Thank you, all.