Welcome to the quit. You have come to the right place. The main thing is to get in here first thing and post roll (WUPP - wake up, piss, post). Make that promise that you will not use nicotine for that day (ODAAT - one day at a time). These first days will be hard so turn to this site. Read, read, and read some more. You are not alone in this far from the first one to go through it. There is so much knowledge and support here but you have to want it. I am sending you my number to your PM.