Hi all,
This is a neat website. To be honest, I have known it was around for a year or so. Heres my story:
I had my first dip in high school. Skoal Citris just came out (honestly, 90% of my friends that dip, which is MANY, started on that stuff). It was like candy. I threw up, but wanted to be tough, so I stuck it out. From then on I really only chewed when I was drinking or with those guys. Then I left for college. I pry didn't chew for a year straight. Then one night I was at a party with people I didn't really know (it was frosh year, you want to fit in) and some guys threw in a dip. So I joined. This time, I didn't quit.
Its been 5 years since this became more than something I did when I was drunk at a party. I dip in the morning in the shower. I dip on the drive to work. I dip on my lunch break. I dip every time I get in my car. I dip before I go to bed. Right now, I pry go through 3-4 cans per week. Lately, it has gotten much worse. My dip of choice is Skoal Wintergreen Pouches. I have to put in at least 2 if not 3 to get the buzz I need. Its relaxing. I don't want to say I enjoy it, becasue I don't. But anymore, I feel that I need it.
The thing is, I know I don't. I got through the first 16ish years of my life without it. I've gone over a year without it since. I've tried to quit probably 4 times. They were all 4 real honest attempts.
The first attempt probably lasted around 2 1/2 months. Then I binged and a few weeks later I was right back in the old habbit. Then I tried again. Lasted probably 4 weeks. Then I started back up again. Next try, 2 weeks. The try after that, a week and a half.
I feel so good when I quit. I'm proud of myself. I feel free. I spend less money. My teeth look whiter. I smile more. I just plain feel good! I need to. I feel like I'm constantly hocking lugies (no other term for it, sorry haha). Its gross. I have to for real this time. I know what it can do it me. I know it can kill me. Cancer runs in the family on both sides (great grandfather and dad on his side, grandmother on my moms side).
I've put some thought in to it. Feb 1 I'm done. I mean it this time. I'm not just going to look at this site for the whole, your first 100 days article (which is very thurough and helpful btw). I'm going to do this. I'm going to do roll call. Doing it alone hasn't worked. It has to be a group effort now. And it HAS TO END!
Long winded. My bad. Also a huge Creighton fan. #14 in the nation baby!
Glad to be here everyone. Lets do this!