Well everybody, just want to introduce myself. I wish I would've come on here sooner (before I decided to quit). Sunday night (September 14th) I decided that I was going to quit starting the next day (the 15th). I finished my can sunday night and haven't touched any since (even tho its only been 2 days). Right now is hell, I'm on edge, I'm tired, and am in "one of those" moods. Part of me keeps saying just put one in, and the other part says, no you can do this, you WANT to quit. And I just had my first trigger that I almost didn't even realized happen. I finished eating a good dinner, and instinctively went to reach in my back pocket only to realize that my can wouldn't be there. I did have to buy some smokey mountain straight (need to find something better tho, the texture is just weird to me) to at least have that feeling of there being a dip in my lip. was gonna try to go without it but yesterday I could've ripped a coworkers head off with the mood i was in and thought that I should get some and it might help. it went better than I thought, but could go better. and nobody messed with me at work (the two guys I work the most with know I decided to quit) and to me it seems like they are walking on eggshells to try and keep me calm. But so far, these 2 days have went better than I thought they would go and I'm hoping I can keep telling myself that I CAN and WILL quit, and that the part of me that still wants to dip doesn't overpower the other part that wants to quit. Well that's about it, I would also appreciate any helpful tips or pointers from fellow members that successfully quit.
Thanks!