Hey EOD - 34 year user here. You've made the right decision and have found the right place to help you be quit. One of the guys above me mentioned that you're posting roll. That's good - keep doing it first thing, every single day. It's a promise to this community, to your fellow quitters in your quit group, and most importantly to yourself. That promise is an anchor that you can reach for when all you want to do is have a dip. Do a lot of reading around the site and get some phone numbers (digits) for folks in your quit group and other members here, for a 'lifeline' or just for general support. Hit me with a PM if you would like mine.
If the thought of some surgeon carving your face off isn't enough motivation, I don't know what will be. Hang tough, quit on, and thanks for your service.