Ladies and Gentlemen,
I would like to introduce myself as ErnestoVelveta7. Not "Ernesto", not "Ernie", not "VelvetaBoy" (only my gf calls me that :lol: ). This is my fake name but stick around and you will figure out my name soon enough.
I have come here because I need help and I am sick of the drama of chewing tobacco or nicotine. I felt like a slave to the tobacco and it literally made me act like a little girl because it relinquished my intensity as a human being. I am choosing to live outside of the haze of having a dip in/of the empty temporary satisfaction/of paying $6 a tin (ny.......).
I am successful in other parts of my life (3.9 college GPA, just lost 35 pounds, go out every weekend to pick up girls, tight internship, learning conversational hypnosis and writing a thesis about it) and I feel like this is really holding me back as a human being. My school is becoming tobacco free in the fall and I just say screw it, no girls like it (although they accept it cuz I tell them to 'Crazy' ). I just want to feel alright and take control of my body again. Plus, I want to see how much better the sex is :lol:
Anyway, I have a wild sense of humor so if I say anything that sounds crazy out of line or like I am going to damage myself, I AM JOKING! THIS IS MY WAY OF DEALING WITH QUITTING! IF I REALLY AM SERIOUS, I WILL SAY I AM SERIOUS
As proof of my craziness, type in "Worlds greatest dating coach" on youtube. This is an example of my crazy mind and I made that video like 3 years ago.
Anyway I'm a fucking nutcase, but hey, I'm crazy enough to actually decide to change my life instead of just remaining a little comfortable chode in my comfort zone. If there is a way that I can help you, just ask because I'll be doing the same to you 'Crazy'