JEFFBRADLEY, welcome back to KTC
What happend?
Why did it happen?
What are you going to do differently??
Lets quit JB, no games this time
So here goes nothing....
What Happened.
It's been a long time that I was un quit that I am not really sure I remember what my trigger was that lead to my fall. I do remember it was right around the time i had emergency surgery to have a gallbladder removed that was literally filled with stones. Within a week of that I was back to dipping. Albeit significantly less than before, but nonetheless I was NOT QUIT.
Why.
I am really not sure, but I know that once I took that first dip I was so FUCKING ashamed of myself, for breaking my word, that basically shut my door on the one thing that had kept me quit..KTC
What I should have done was admit my fuckup immediately and re quit...
What Changes am I making this time.
I am committed to this quit. I now have kids who are very active. I am involved in their sports, and our church. I do not want to miss out on their lives. I am going to have too much fun with my daughter, playing dolls, and tea parties. With my son, teaching him how to play football, and Hockey. and how to hunt.
I recently Emceed my father's retirement party. He retired after 44 years at the same town. He had worked up the ranks and retired as a fire chief. 18 years ago he had a heart attack and after that he quit smoking. so that he could be around for us. He didn't have to miss my sister, or I getting married, or the births of any of his grand children. I deserve the same as him!
So to sum it all up I guess I would say that this time i am QFML
Quit for MY Life...