Nice job quitting for the 40 days Birdoggy, that is quite an accomplishment! You are damn right that quitting is one of the hardest things you will ever do. Join up with the July pre-HOF quit group and post roll everyday. That is your promise to the group that you will not use for that day. Everyone in your group has quit around the same time as you and are going through many of the same things as you; good, bad, and ugly. That will be an extra level of accountability and I guarantee it will make your quit even stronger. After being an addict for 25 years you need do everything you can to strengthen and protect your quit and joining the July group will do just that. Treat staying quit as important as anything else in your life. You have gotten through the worst of the physical addiction but there are plenty of mental hurdles in coming your way and KTC can help prepare you for them. You will never regret being quit. Welcome!