I'm ready to be free
That is the title to your (this) intro. And 30 something days later you're back in the can. And you think your happier now? really? You are choosing to drink the kool-ade, but it's the wrong kool-ade. You are buying into a bunch of addict-brain nic-logic. Ask yourself why you started this thread a month ago, and then ask yourself HONESTLY if you are happier using nicotine. Come on, Sam! That is bullshit.
You're still lurking on the site. Reading. Thinking. Well, I hope that you figure out and accept the level of commitment that it takes to be quit. Then I hope I see your name posting a Day1. You'll be held accountable, but you will understand that it is part of why this place works. At day 38, I don't understand it all by a long shot, but I know the difference between satisfying a craving, and happiness.
If you're gonna be here, you might as well post and say what's on your mind. Do it right here on the intro thread.