Hang on there manic one! You can do this. It will suck until it gets better -- but the worst is usually over in 3 days or so (that it takes to wash nicotine out of your system).
First, join the July 2016 quit group. Post roll and get to know those guys. They are where you are, and can help your quit.
Drink lots of water, exercise, read this site to get through the tough spots.
Nicotine is an addiction, but you are stronger!