Thanks for the info RWM, I ended up finding some Smokey taste like shit! But got to say it was a good break from sun flower seeds. Today is day three of no nic and last night I woke up about three times for apparently no reason. In spite of all that I feel great!, I think the fog is wearing off and when I woke up this morning I did not have the strong need for a pinch that I have had for the past 20 plus years. Life is awesome! I donÂ’t know what tomorrow holds for me but I want everybody that is following this post to know that because of you-- I will not dip today!
Just a quick story--I got home from work yesterday and on my way through the laundry room there was a can of skoal that apparently went through the wash, DonÂ’t know much about all of you, but in the past I would not throw away the can. Usually I would bitch at my wife then continue dipping the nastiest juiciest logcutt there ever was. Anyhow yesterday as I cracked the lid off Of what I used to consider the worst looking dip in the world, looked oohh so good. I stood there a moment smelling that wintergreen aroma and thinking about my promises to you folks. Just at that time my son Flew open the door of garage and knocked the can out of my hand and on to floor. My Son looked at the mess and then looked up at me with some concerned eyes. I picked him up and all I could say was Thank You!
Deez - sometimes God puts things in motion to keep us on course, I think that was one of those moments. Cool story, thanks for posting it.
The mint snuff is better and lots like the hooch so order up some of each and have them around.
Some days go by easy, others are long and hard. You will hit fog, time warps (fast and slow), craves, rage, depression, stress.... look past it, quit one day at a time. You are doing great. Vent here and not on the family, trust me rage will come. Exercise, pray, and have your supplies, each day gets better. Just keep in mind you will hit periods down the road, like fog again in the 40's. So it's day by day.
Can't have one more dip, can't have one more can. You are done with nic. Make sure you are ready for the weekend. Triggers will hit when you don't expect them.