So, after *many* failed attempts in the past over a 20 year stretch, I've decided to f-ing get it done. Sick of charging hard at everything else in life only to feel like a powerless douchbag when up against quitting nicotine. I'm a reasonably intelligent guy, and it just blows me away that I have continued on even when there's been visable damage to the gumline - how f-ing stupid is that? I've made ALL SORTS of concessions to nicotine over the years which ended last night.