Hello All:
I'm Brandon and I'm getting ready to turn 26. I'm set to be married in June. And to be honest I'm scared. I'm scared that this habit will ruin me, but more importantly ruin my life with my family and friends. I have a feeling it will be the death of me.
I've been chewing tobacco for around 3 years now and it all started when a buddy of mine introduced it to me in college. Grizzly pouches went from a drunk habit to an every day habit and has continued into my post graduate life---into my daily life in the workplace.
I work in agriculture and I am completely surrounded by it. My boss chews, my customers chew, hell even some of the women chew. I've never seen it so much in my life and everytime I try and quit I pick it back up again.
I beat the odds when I was born 25 years ago as a premature baby (8 weeks early) and I don't want to be another stat that dies from this bullshit. I need help guys.
I've tried chewing gum non stop, toothpicks, and just completely avoiding the ol' corner convenient store completely and never going inside. This isn't working. I need your help in manning up and stopping this horrible, disgusting, deadly habit so I can grow old with my future wife.
God Bless,
Brandon