Forget who, but some badass on here often says, "there is no try. Do or do not". Might have been yoda, he was hooked on beechnut for like 3,009 years. He doesn't post much anymore.
Anyway, you WERE A chin dipping mother fucker.
The law of diminishing returns was slapping you in the face. You were chasing lime a true fiend. Loading up a HUGE lip full in hopes of catching some kind of euphoric buzz.
Didn't happen did it.
That was ADDICTION that made you do that shit. You were/are an addict. Dont like the sound of that? Tough torture...let it burn in. Because you need to admit it.
You weren't just some guy with a bad habbit. You were flat out addicted, or more like dependant.
Enough is enough though. You have seen the errors of your ways, time to take your life back. Time to grow the fuck up and stop jamming a 1/3 of a can of shit into your cakehole. That's some stupid ass shit.
Its not gonna be easy. I will tell you that but it will be worth it. Riding yourself of this addiction is the smartest thing you will ever do.
Read, read, read, and read some more on this. Read EVERYTHING. Then, when youre finished. Read it again.
There's a ton of bad ass quitters on this site who have been kicking the shit out of this addiction for a long time. They are here to help you. Do not be afraid to reach out to them. Hell I'm no bad ass but I've been kicking the bitch in the twat for close to a year now. You need anything, reach out to me. I'm here to help any mother fucker looking to quit this shit 24/7/365.
Welcome to the party pal.