I think you should not flip roll, not update the SSOA, and post what you wrote above in the FCWM.
Might at least generate some excitement for the day.
Instead of flipping roll tomorrow simply post a reply asking for a pickup.
As for the asshole part, my personal experience is that I still haven't figured out how to be the person I was with nicotine. That's my problem though, and there is no way in hell I am going to think for a second that nicotine is going to fix it. Mask it until I quit again or die, maybe, but it sure as fuck won't fix me. So after 476 days I am still focused mostly on staying quit first, fixing my a-holeness second.
Quit On With Your Badass Self!