I'm RH. 15 years on the can. More attempts to quit than I can remember. Tired of going through day 1 over and over. Tired of having to plan my life around how much tobacco I have and whether or not I need to stop for more. Tired of the constant back and forth with my fiancé about how I'm killing myself willingly. I'm just tired of it all. Going on about 18 hours no nicotine, not going back. Not this time.