HI Alaskan. I need to ask you something. What does "I've cheated on my self twice" mean? Does that mean you snuck in a small dip here and then another one over there? See, if you quit, like you did on 11-20, then you have, well, QUIT. That doesn't mean try to stop, that doesn't mean, quit until I sneak one in, just a small pinch, a teeny weeny pack the can and then the lip for just two minutes. That means Quit. As in never again for any reason. NAFAR....NEVER is a scary word. I mean that is a LONG time man! So, because that word sucks we just do this one day at a time. ODAAT
So. Let me know what the phrase means because until I know, I can't help you....we need to be on the same path...on the same page....
I will just be here, quitting like a girl, 333 days in a row, without a nicotine. NAFAR ODAAT