I am going to ramble here, because I can't freakin' sleep and I regret YELLING my ass off on July roll about my views on casual or inconsistent roll posting. I use roll everyday to get fired up, and like the energy it brings to my quit and each day. I am not a particularly angry individual though. Now on to Donkey's HOF prep question if the day.
Was just thinking about the final straw, or that thing that made the most difference in getting me to KTC and committing to quit ODAAT. I actually had in my mind that today, July 11, would be my 100 day mark. I didn't count. Today is exactly 3 months from my quit date and I'm fucking proud of that. It's also the day I started the job I've been in for 13 years and believe, at times, that I love, and at others, that crushes my soul (not an important detail).
The thing is, I started this quit for real because I am an addict. I always said I can quit and sometimes I have for really long periods of time. But each previous cave, I was right back in it. Still, I'd tell myself,"I don't dip that much and I can stop." But I don't.
I am the kind of person that seeks out addictive behaviors. I have 2 sons diagnosed with ADHD. And in helping them deal with their behaviors and tendencies, I realized and accepted that I have ADHD, too. Restlessness, impulsive decision-making and ADDiCTION are common ADHD tendencies. I love to play sports and games and know they are healthy ways to take small risks. Being an adddict though, not a small risk. And not one that I can contain, or one that I want to hide.
'bubblehead' 'hoftrain' 'bubblehead'
'usflag' July '17 Patriots 'o' Quit 'usflag'
Tuesday, July 11th, 2017
[+] HOF Train Conductors1) October 2008-bubblehed668-The Conductor
2) October 2009-January 2012-Flashman
3) January 2012-Samcat
3) February 2012-Brotherofnomosko
4) March 2012-Mcarmo44
5) April 2012-TSmith17
6) May 2012-Coach Steve
7) June 2012-Zam
8) July 2012-Zam
9) August 2012-Wedge
10) September 2012-Woosel
11) October 2012-Swede and Morgan1
12) November 2012-SirDerek and Mich34
13) December 2012-ericfrompitt and tsnus
14) January 2013-lcwb96 and Boelker62
15) February 2013-Evil_Won and OneImpressiveBall
16) March 2013-wmcatty and cdaniels
17) April 2013-Mike_Land, Halldogau, and Tazbutane
18) May 2013-iizphilister and Spaat and Quit
22) September 2013-Eurssell and Jake Frawley
23) October 2013-DUATHMAN AND DOUGIE
24) November 2013-Pinched and jlud007
25) December 2013-dabean22 and midwest04z
26) January 2014-Ron_Cross and JayDubya and Doc2quit4good
27) February 2014-Punkin, GrizzFall and MN_Ben
28) March 2014-Dave1903, Mogul, Grizzlyhasclaws
29) April 2014-GOLFPRO9696, STARR_78
30) May 2014-ExNuke, ZillahCowboy, Sam83, KCM, JoseyWales
31) June 2014-Lipi, Doc, Paul, Krusty, and Sapper
32) July 2014-MCO and THansen
33) August 2014-Braves360, Smeds, Thumblewort, vbe931, Thewolfe and Zquitter
34) September 2014-Basshaug, natemcpherson, truetomyself, Stig, AR-Fishteen, the TJB, Done4Me, Medicff and Bombero. Chugachugachugachuga
35) October 2014-Medic, Landdon, CavMan, big_dipper, bigton16335, KDLforever, oconnordan, JoeC, dipdaps, Jubella, and paul1231
36) November 2014- Candoit, Southpaw32, Bam0821, Lours, Swetty, Danojeno, AClowroller, Jeeptruck, Lim25
37) December 2014-SoDaCattle, Bazooka Joe, Tuco Grill, Crazy Volts, Castlehusky
38) January 2015-Sir Nope, Sajax, Mitchy, pr0f, Dumpo, Jal0315, SoxFan, Jwright
39) February 2015-Txtaco1, Okie Hunter, Natro, Cpoz421, ink cog kneedough, Jake_M
40) March 2015 Candoit
41) April 2015 Mcarmo
42) May 2015 Candoit
43) June 2015 Pre and GrievousAngel
44) July 2015 Kramer and Tom92673
45) August 2015 Danojeno and Randall
46) September 2015 Devil6Dog and ChickDip
47) October 2015 Bucky and Candoit
48) November 2015 BrianL and Dweirick
49) December 2015 oakTree and KingNothing
50) January 2016 Houpilot2001 and stieramus
51) February 2016 Stranger999 and DjPorkchop
52) March 2016 FWLPLAY and 77Midget
53) April 2016 Nate2 and Remickulous
54) May 2016 Wepdoc and Gone Cruising
55) June 2016 Walterwhite and ReWire
56) July 2016 Njohns23 and texasyeti
57) August 2016 wildirish317 and Sacksyboy
58) September 2016 Richard K and mike1966
59) October 2016 FishFlorida and Pky1520
60) November 2016 PMILS and Sooverit
61) December 2016 Brown71 and Edward
62) January 2017 Mike0351 and BillW21
63) February 2017 Prohunter and mrlentz
64) March 2017 Tiswritten and Harvestgirl
65) April 2017 Bokie and Law1358
66) May 2017 Clemte and ViceDawg
67) June 2017 Batdad and Brian G
68) July 2017 DonkeyMN and JustinJ
DonkeyMN: 'bubblehead'
Justin j: 'bubblehead'
GOOD MORNING Quitters of July!!! We have no stops scheduled for today so I would like to ask all of you a question....What was the straw that broke the camel's back for you? What was it that finally made you say " ok I have to quit and now is the time"? I hope to get alot of good answers from all of you about this....I will start. It was that moment when my twelve year old son came home with a can of jerky chew and said "now I can be like u dad". That was a very low point for me....What have I done? Showed my son how to slowly kill himself? I hope he is smarter than I! Look forward to hearing your answers! Well Justin, mine is well documented in my Intro and HOF speech, but my Mom passing too soon from cancer was the straw for me. I love hearing answers from this kind of question, so come on July! Remember this Patriots, Be vigilant in your quit. 100 days is a milestone, and not a destination. Keep the focus!
MISSING OR LATE JULY PATRIOTS!!!!
July '17 Patriots:Richard K 471 with those of the Patriots that actually give a shit!!!!
Support from other Bad Ass Quitters:Ariana 135 - The last straw for me would be witnessing my nana passing away from cancer.. HUGE eye opener!!
B--rad 115 with the posting patriots!!!
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