I'm close to 90 days quit now. As of Monday the August group starts hitting 100 day mark. It's exciting to read the posts. It's really affirming to read the HOF speeches.
I'm still using Smokey Mountain Chew...actually in the last few days I use it as much as I dipped. It even has some of the same effects on my mouth. (And I obsess over that!!!!!)
For some reason I feel kind of depressed and I'm almost at 90 days! That just seems fucked up. I should be excited about the upcoming 100 days quit and even proud of myself. But I am feeling depressed.
UGH. Has anyone else had this at the juncture in the quit?
Congratulations on your soon to be HOF day! Yes, there will be ups and downs ahead of you. You aren't cured nor will you ever be cured. The good news is that the downs come less and less often the further along in your quit. Stay connected and stay quit! B)B
Thank you 999. I sure appreciate the encouraging words.
Look back through my log and the journal of many others, you will see there was a wall around this point for nearly everyone. The initial push to be quit begins to really subside. Now is the time to buckle down and grind it out. There will be a letdown around 120-150 as well. That is the high coming off reaching the HOF milestone. Much like you've done to this point, plan ahead and use what you need to persevere. I'm quit with you today, 1501 today for me, you will get there as well.
Cowmus, my Yeehaw brother.
Keep the momentum of that 100 day quit into the 200. I'm doing it with you. I've had some wicked lows lately and it seems the only way to lose them is to actually go to sleep. whatever it takes.
Let's get ready for the next 200 and attack it just like the first 100! Going gung-ho on KTC like a raving idiot has been the ONLY thing keeping me quit. I'd be a bigger idiot if I stopped doing that. I am sooo not outta the woods. QLAMFEDD you cattle groping, I mean roping, madman!