My quit date is 08/31/12. It's been four days since my last chew and I must admit I just miss it. Working in the yard today I just flat out missed it!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh well I've come to far to turn back now.
I thought the same thing early on in my quit. When someone said "you don't miss it", my first thought was "fuck you, yes I fucking do!!!!". But...as I sit here 93 days later I will tell you myself you don't miss that shit, you just THINK you do.
You've been using that shit so long that your brain gets pissed when you don't poision it on its regular schedule, thus you THINK you miss it, but there's really nothing to miss.
You miss cramming your lip full of cancer causing leaves? u miss dusting off hard earned money to kill yourself? You miss being a slave ruled by a can? You miss spitting brown shit all over the place?
A sensible person who never dipped a day in their life would scratch their head in amazement that anyone could miss one portion of this nasty habbit. Well guess what, none of those people are on this site. The people on this site have been exactly where you are now and we all want to help you beat this addiction. Because that's really what it is, an addiction and not a habbit.
Your brain needs to be reprogrammed to realize that a non nicotine existence is true freedom and the only way to live your life to the fullest. The reprogramming will not always be easy or fun but I guarantee it will be worth it. The tools are all here for you to pull it off. Its up to you if you choose to use them. Feèl free to pm me anytime. You can do this shit!!!! If I can, ANYONE can.