Welcome to KTC.
get over to the December* 15 quit group, share the suck and your success by posting roll every damn day with a bunch of bad ass quitters just like you.
it does get better, but we are all addicts quitting one day at a time. Build up your tools for success by reading here on the site, connecting with other quitters in your group (yes, share phone numbers for that little nudge to keep your or your bros quit).
* December is when you will reach 100 days quit. You will not be cured, but you will feel much better by then.