Mbuna - Everyone on here has gone through what you are going through. We're all addicts. But just like us, you can fight this.
Withdrawals suck...but quitting is the greatest feeling in the world. Learn the difference. Embrace the suck. That is the feeling of you winning your freedom from the nic bitch. Nobody gets out just for the asking. You have to earn it. The good news is that we're here to help if you're serious about this...but it's going to take longer than 4 hours.
If you're just fucking around, go waste someone else's time. But if your serious, make a commitment, post roll, and start living nic free.
Learn how to quit...don't think about tomorrow, next week or next year. We'll deal with those when they get here. Just worry about right now...today. Give your word that no matter what the fuck happens, you will not put that shit in your face. Commit to that thought. Fight every urge like your life is at stake, because it is.
Your choice...live or dip. What's it gonna be?