For anybody taking their time to read this, thank you. I am 21, I had been dipping since I was 15. Well today is the beginning of a new era, one in which I don't worry about running out of dip, or losing my can, and no more wasted money!
I have tried before to quit, and each time I failed. I had no support, and I just wasn't ready to sack up and kick this shit to the curb. I saw a quote on here about not fully burning bridges so that you have a way back to the nic. I really believe that was my problem all along. Even though I wasn't dipping it was still all around me, I didn't throw it all away, the interior of my car was still full of punched out can lids, and my locker at work still had some empty cans that I was too lazy to throw away in it. This time it's about growing a pair, getting rid of all signs of my old life and quitting for good!
If I said I don't enjoy dipping I would be lying. From the moment I would wake up in the morning and until I fell asleep at night, if I wasn't eating, then I had a dip in. It made me feel like a bad ass, and I feel like that was a block that I had to get over if I was ever going to have a chance at kicking this habbit. I know I have a long road ahead of me, and that there will be hard times along the way. But I am ready to kick this nasty bitch...it's the first day of the rest of my life!
