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Re: Day 1...For the birds!!! but im in!!!
« Reply #12 on: August 29, 2011, 10:51:00 PM »
Tomorrow you hit the Hall. Congratulations. You are the last of the August Quitheads to enter this fraternity and I'm damn proud of you. I'm posting this here because I want you, and everyone else who reads intros, to remember that - no matter how many times you've failed in the past - you can accomplish great things with the right motivation. I didn't realize you were a previous caver until tonight. Don't matter to me now. 99 straight days you've posted roll. I got your back every day.

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Re: Day 1...For the birds!!! but im in!!!
« Reply #11 on: August 05, 2008, 06:36:00 PM »
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this is my second day and i really could kill somebody for a dip.
cc12345 ...You're not alone. head over to your group (November 08) and post up my friend.

Hang in there. You can do this, we can help.

Here are some links with the basics to get you started.







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Step 1 - Find the last Roll Call
Step 2 - Hit the "Quote" button in the upper right hand corner.
Step 3 - Click your mouse ANYWHERE in The bottom Box
Step 4 - Hit Ctrl and "A" at the Same time so it looks like THIS
Step 5 - Hit Ctrl and "X" at the same time so there is NOTHING in Either Box
Step 6 - Click your mouse in the TOP BOX
Step 7 - Hit Ctrl and "V" at the same time to Past the info into the top box AND ADD YOUR info to the bottom of the list
Step 8 - Hit ADD REPLY below the bottom box
Step 9 - Go back to the 1st unread post, pat yourself on the back, and have a beer cause you will not be dipping today.

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Re: Day 1...For the birds!!! but im in!!!
« Reply #10 on: August 05, 2008, 06:31:00 PM »
this is my second day and i really could kill somebody for a dip.

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Re: Day 1...For the birds!!! but im in!!!
« Reply #9 on: June 24, 2008, 08:36:00 AM »
way to go WDE -- you fucking get it my man... you're using the site exactly as its intended... i foresee a GREAT quit in your future!
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Re: Day 1...For the birds!!! but im in!!!
« Reply #8 on: June 23, 2008, 11:32:00 PM »
Quote from: wardamneagle1679
I just posted this in my quit groups forum......did a little copy and paste here to make it draw even more attention because I was a huge douche and almost bought a can tonight!!! DONT PILE ON YET YOU PECKERHEADS!!!! haha...i didn't cave!!!!!!!!!! send me some encouragement though!!!! it'd be well received!!

ar
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You're not a douche if you don't cave. If you cave, be a man and suck up whatever you get here, but you didn't and won't cave because you were tested tonight and stood firm. I would get on chat in your quit group and talk to some people. We have all gone through the holy hell of the first few days, IT WILL GET BETTER! Once you commit here you will be held accountable. Don't be a caving pussy, the men here who have controllrd the nicotine bitch will let you have it. Again, get in chat if you need some encouragement.
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Re: Day 1...For the birds!!! but im in!!!
« Reply #7 on: June 23, 2008, 10:13:00 PM »
hey guys..I'm too much of a hard ass to post on the "I need help" ..."emergency" thread...but this shit is killing me...I know in my heart I won't cave..but I am just needy as that 18 year old sorrority girl that is trying to get with an older fraternity guy!!!!!!! ha!!!

Have any of you guys that are below my 3 days or past them been here........

Met a friend at the driving range tonight and wore my jaws out breaking up sunflower seeds...Afterwards, I was convinced I was going to dip...I even said to myself, if I haved to dip no more great skoal that stays together so good in my jaws for a decade...I will go with the less than 2 bucks grizzly wintergreen that all of my buddies have told me to switch to for the past several months......

I was going to buy the grizz!!! I had already set my mind on it....I had no cash on me...But I had the emergency discover in my wallet...

I rode around for TWO hours debating this...TWO FUCKING HOURS!!!! I hate to cuss..I was raised a southern gentleman that would never cuss in a public forum like this, but TWO FUCKING HOURS...all that time I could have bought dip...I am in south central Alabama...can any of you fuckers in the midwest or the northwest even fathom how many joints there are in south central alabama that offer dozens of varieties of dip...we are talking....south..dirtleg.....country....outdoorsy...sportsman...central...Alabama....

But I didn't buy dip...I even stopped at a BP in the sprawling metropolis of Fort Deposit Alabama and bought 2 tall boys of Natural Light...something that I swore off days ago in an effort to get rid of dipping....I still didn't give in!!!!!! I'm also a health nut to a degree...The beer even led me to buy a bag of pork skins and a fast break reeces bar thing....and I still made it home without buying a can of that grizzly that so many guys have told me is the juciest and best pick me up of all dips known to man....

I WAS GOING TO BUY IT!!! I swear to you guys...but I didn't...now I'm a little frazzled but no worse for the wear...I stopped by my parents house...Dad told me some old ass story of his quitting smoking and gave me a big tupperware container full of chicken and dumplins that he made...

I ate the dumplins...And I'm good to go...I won't dip today...I came close though...I had made up my mind...But I overcame it....I've been a crabby little fuck to all that know me for the last 3 days...But I've done it!! Day 4 will be better!!

You guys please write me and tell me to not be such a pussy......and also please share with me some good stories of how you (if you are as weak as me) overcame times when you were very drawn to the dipp!!

waking up tomorrow to day 4


Drew




I just posted this in my quit groups forum......did a little copy and paste here to make it draw even more attention because I was a huge douche and almost bought a can tonight!!! DONT PILE ON YET YOU PECKERHEADS!!!! haha...i didn't cave!!!!!!!!!! send me some encouragement though!!!! it'd be well received!!

ar
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Re: Day 1...For the birds!!! but im in!!!
« Reply #6 on: June 22, 2008, 04:06:00 PM »
Quote from: Ready
Quote from: wardamneagle1679
Quote from: Ready
Quote from: Remshot
Quote from: wardamneagle1679
Hey everybody! I hope I do ok with this forum and keep everything kosher as far as making my posts look like all the others...

I quit today...June 21...and just posted on roll call for the first time...It has already been incredibly hard and I know that I haven't reached the pinnacle of shittiness as far as this journey goes!!

I do a lot that makes not dipping after averaging easily a can a day for 10 years very easy.  I am around fresh cut grass a lot....which always sets my dipping needs at the maximum...I play golf...fish...play softball..and pick up (outdoors) basketball...I am an educator and a coach and I'm always at least semi stressed it seems...Luckily I quit drinking several months ago so that should help a little..I'm starting grad school in August and I knew if I didn't quit SOON that grad. school would easily lead to two more years of dipping...It has always been a tradition for me to throw one in right after class and sometimes to even throw a fat one in in the lecture hall....

I have already gotten crabby and anxiety ridden and I'm just in my first day...I just feel no worries about being a complete son of a bitch to anybody that doesn't seem to understand what my body tells me it wants/need so badly! Ya'll (i type how i talk..so forgive me) pray for me and offer me any insight you can...I'm in this for the long haul so I can assure you I'm good for it! Thanks in advance


Drew
Welcome to the site. It's gonna be pretty quiet here over the weekend. Be strong because the first 3-4 days are the worst. Come Monday, you will find all kinds of good people on the site going through what you are, or aleady having experienced it. Either way, you will find help and support here.

Post roll every day. That is you giving your word that you will not dip that day.

Questions, etc. all you need to do is ask.
It sounds like you may actually want to quit. Well, you have come to the right place. When you post roll, you are giving your Word of Honor that you will not dip for that day.

Welcome. read. Post. Bitch. Call be a cocksucker. Embrace the suck. rage in here.

In about three or four days, things will be alot better. then every day after that, things get easier and easier.

You can do this. We can help. just don't fuck us over and you will be gold.

Hand on to your ass Drew, It's gonna be one hell of a fun ride.
Im not dipping today..To hell with it!! The fact that my body was able to go to sleep last night for the first time in ten years (give or take maybe a dozen nights), there's no way I'm going to cave...

Some really shitty moments today include:: Every time I walk my dog...After a huge breakfast at cracker barrel...After a jog (in the shower)...Putting in a new ceiling fan...Sitting on my ass watching the braves and the Euro 08 soccer match...

Thats just as of 2:41....blah...What I should have done was taken my sorry tail to church and pray about this leap i'm taking, but I didn't get solidly to sleep until 3:30-ish...I will NOT make myself a waste of you guys time....and I will not cave...To bloody hell with dipping...I am done!!!

rant over
I'm likin the attitude. Hang in there. It gets better soon.
i got ahead of myself a while ago...i should expound on the sleep point...I have not gone to bed in the last 10 years...10 DAMN YEARS...give or take, like I said...maybe 10-12 occasions...without having a dip first...usually while watching sportscenter or some shit on the history channel...last night was the first..it was hard as hell...harder than i would normally like to admit...b/c i'm usually a very introverted...deal with it myself...grow a sack and get on with things type of guy..But I just had to stress how big that was for me last night...A small victory..but a very big deal nonetheless!!! I'm in this shit for the long haul!!

ok...i'm typed out for a while


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Re: Day 1...For the birds!!! but im in!!!
« Reply #5 on: June 22, 2008, 03:47:00 PM »
Quote from: wardamneagle1679
Quote from: Ready
Quote from: Remshot
Quote from: wardamneagle1679
Hey everybody! I hope I do ok with this forum and keep everything kosher as far as making my posts look like all the others...

I quit today...June 21...and just posted on roll call for the first time...It has already been incredibly hard and I know that I haven't reached the pinnacle of shittiness as far as this journey goes!!

I do a lot that makes not dipping after averaging easily a can a day for 10 years very easy.  I am around fresh cut grass a lot....which always sets my dipping needs at the maximum...I play golf...fish...play softball..and pick up (outdoors) basketball...I am an educator and a coach and I'm always at least semi stressed it seems...Luckily I quit drinking several months ago so that should help a little..I'm starting grad school in August and I knew if I didn't quit SOON that grad. school would easily lead to two more years of dipping...It has always been a tradition for me to throw one in right after class and sometimes to even throw a fat one in in the lecture hall....

I have already gotten crabby and anxiety ridden and I'm just in my first day...I just feel no worries about being a complete son of a bitch to anybody that doesn't seem to understand what my body tells me it wants/need so badly! Ya'll (i type how i talk..so forgive me) pray for me and offer me any insight you can...I'm in this for the long haul so I can assure you I'm good for it! Thanks in advance


Drew
Welcome to the site. It's gonna be pretty quiet here over the weekend. Be strong because the first 3-4 days are the worst. Come Monday, you will find all kinds of good people on the site going through what you are, or aleady having experienced it. Either way, you will find help and support here.

Post roll every day. That is you giving your word that you will not dip that day.

Questions, etc. all you need to do is ask.
It sounds like you may actually want to quit. Well, you have come to the right place. When you post roll, you are giving your Word of Honor that you will not dip for that day.

Welcome. read. Post. Bitch. Call be a cocksucker. Embrace the suck. rage in here.

In about three or four days, things will be alot better. then every day after that, things get easier and easier.

You can do this. We can help. just don't fuck us over and you will be gold.

Hand on to your ass Drew, It's gonna be one hell of a fun ride.
Im not dipping today..To hell with it!! The fact that my body was able to go to sleep last night for the first time in ten years (give or take maybe a dozen nights), there's no way I'm going to cave...

Some really shitty moments today include:: Every time I walk my dog...After a huge breakfast at cracker barrel...After a jog (in the shower)...Putting in a new ceiling fan...Sitting on my ass watching the braves and the Euro 08 soccer match...

Thats just as of 2:41....blah...What I should have done was taken my sorry tail to church and pray about this leap i'm taking, but I didn't get solidly to sleep until 3:30-ish...I will NOT make myself a waste of you guys time....and I will not cave...To bloody hell with dipping...I am done!!!

rant over
I'm likin the attitude. Hang in there. It gets better soon.

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Re: Day 1...For the birds!!! but im in!!!
« Reply #4 on: June 22, 2008, 03:44:00 PM »
Quote from: Ready
Quote from: Remshot
Quote from: wardamneagle1679
Hey everybody! I hope I do ok with this forum and keep everything kosher as far as making my posts look like all the others...

I quit today...June 21...and just posted on roll call for the first time...It has already been incredibly hard and I know that I haven't reached the pinnacle of shittiness as far as this journey goes!!

I do a lot that makes not dipping after averaging easily a can a day for 10 years very easy.  I am around fresh cut grass a lot....which always sets my dipping needs at the maximum...I play golf...fish...play softball..and pick up (outdoors) basketball...I am an educator and a coach and I'm always at least semi stressed it seems...Luckily I quit drinking several months ago so that should help a little..I'm starting grad school in August and I knew if I didn't quit SOON that grad. school would easily lead to two more years of dipping...It has always been a tradition for me to throw one in right after class and sometimes to even throw a fat one in in the lecture hall....

I have already gotten crabby and anxiety ridden and I'm just in my first day...I just feel no worries about being a complete son of a bitch to anybody that doesn't seem to understand what my body tells me it wants/need so badly! Ya'll (i type how i talk..so forgive me) pray for me and offer me any insight you can...I'm in this for the long haul so I can assure you I'm good for it! Thanks in advance


Drew
Welcome to the site. It's gonna be pretty quiet here over the weekend. Be strong because the first 3-4 days are the worst. Come Monday, you will find all kinds of good people on the site going through what you are, or aleady having experienced it. Either way, you will find help and support here.

Post roll every day. That is you giving your word that you will not dip that day.

Questions, etc. all you need to do is ask.
It sounds like you may actually want to quit. Well, you have come to the right place. When you post roll, you are giving your Word of Honor that you will not dip for that day.

Welcome. read. Post. Bitch. Call be a cocksucker. Embrace the suck. rage in here.

In about three or four days, things will be alot better. then every day after that, things get easier and easier.

You can do this. We can help. just don't fuck us over and you will be gold.

Hand on to your ass Drew, It's gonna be one hell of a fun ride.
Im not dipping today..To hell with it!! The fact that my body was able to go to sleep last night for the first time in ten years (give or take maybe a dozen nights), there's no way I'm going to cave...

Some really shitty moments today include:: Every time I walk my dog...After a huge breakfast at cracker barrel...After a jog (in the shower)...Putting in a new ceiling fan...Sitting on my ass watching the braves and the Euro 08 soccer match...

Thats just as of 2:41....blah...What I should have done was taken my sorry tail to church and pray about this leap i'm taking, but I didn't get solidly to sleep until 3:30-ish...I will NOT make myself a waste of you guys time....and I will not cave...To bloody hell with dipping...I am done!!!

rant over
Send lawyers, guns and money The shit has hit the fan.

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Re: Day 1...For the birds!!! but im in!!!
« Reply #3 on: June 21, 2008, 10:11:00 PM »
Quote from: Remshot
Quote from: wardamneagle1679
Hey everybody! I hope I do ok with this forum and keep everything kosher as far as making my posts look like all the others...

I quit today...June 21...and just posted on roll call for the first time...It has already been incredibly hard and I know that I haven't reached the pinnacle of shittiness as far as this journey goes!!

I do a lot that makes not dipping after averaging easily a can a day for 10 years very easy.  I am around fresh cut grass a lot....which always sets my dipping needs at the maximum...I play golf...fish...play softball..and pick up (outdoors) basketball...I am an educator and a coach and I'm always at least semi stressed it seems...Luckily I quit drinking several months ago so that should help a little..I'm starting grad school in August and I knew if I didn't quit SOON that grad. school would easily lead to two more years of dipping...It has always been a tradition for me to throw one in right after class and sometimes to even throw a fat one in in the lecture hall....

I have already gotten crabby and anxiety ridden and I'm just in my first day...I just feel no worries about being a complete son of a bitch to anybody that doesn't seem to understand what my body tells me it wants/need so badly! Ya'll (i type how i talk..so forgive me) pray for me and offer me any insight you can...I'm in this for the long haul so I can assure you I'm good for it! Thanks in advance


Drew
Welcome to the site. It's gonna be pretty quiet here over the weekend. Be strong because the first 3-4 days are the worst. Come Monday, you will find all kinds of good people on the site going through what you are, or aleady having experienced it. Either way, you will find help and support here.

Post roll every day. That is you giving your word that you will not dip that day.

Questions, etc. all you need to do is ask.
It sounds like you may actually want to quit. Well, you have come to the right place. When you post roll, you are giving your Word of Honor that you will not dip for that day.

Welcome. read. Post. Bitch. Call be a cocksucker. Embrace the suck. rage in here.

In about three or four days, things will be alot better. then every day after that, things get easier and easier.

You can do this. We can help. just don't fuck us over and you will be gold.

Hand on to your ass Drew, It's gonna be one hell of a fun ride.

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Re: Day 1...For the birds!!! but im in!!!
« Reply #2 on: June 21, 2008, 09:25:00 PM »
Quote from: wardamneagle1679
Hey everybody! I hope I do ok with this forum and keep everything kosher as far as making my posts look like all the others...

I quit today...June 21...and just posted on roll call for the first time...It has already been incredibly hard and I know that I haven't reached the pinnacle of shittiness as far as this journey goes!!

I do a lot that makes not dipping after averaging easily a can a day for 10 years very easy. I am around fresh cut grass a lot....which always sets my dipping needs at the maximum...I play golf...fish...play softball..and pick up (outdoors) basketball...I am an educator and a coach and I'm always at least semi stressed it seems...Luckily I quit drinking several months ago so that should help a little..I'm starting grad school in August and I knew if I didn't quit SOON that grad. school would easily lead to two more years of dipping...It has always been a tradition for me to throw one in right after class and sometimes to even throw a fat one in in the lecture hall....

I have already gotten crabby and anxiety ridden and I'm just in my first day...I just feel no worries about being a complete son of a bitch to anybody that doesn't seem to understand what my body tells me it wants/need so badly! Ya'll (i type how i talk..so forgive me) pray for me and offer me any insight you can...I'm in this for the long haul so I can assure you I'm good for it! Thanks in advance


Drew
Welcome to the site. It's gonna be pretty quiet here over the weekend. Be strong because the first 3-4 days are the worst. Come Monday, you will find all kinds of good people on the site going through what you are, or aleady having experienced it. Either way, you will find help and support here.

Post roll every day. That is you giving your word that you will not dip that day.

Questions, etc. all you need to do is ask.
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Day 1...For the birds!!! but im in!!!
« on: June 21, 2008, 09:19:00 PM »
Hey everybody! I hope I do ok with this forum and keep everything kosher as far as making my posts look like all the others...

I quit today...June 21...and just posted on roll call for the first time...It has already been incredibly hard and I know that I haven't reached the pinnacle of shittiness as far as this journey goes!!

I do a lot that makes not dipping after averaging easily a can a day for 10 years very easy. I am around fresh cut grass a lot....which always sets my dipping needs at the maximum...I play golf...fish...play softball..and pick up (outdoors) basketball...I am an educator and a coach and I'm always at least semi stressed it seems...Luckily I quit drinking several months ago so that should help a little..I'm starting grad school in August and I knew if I didn't quit SOON that grad. school would easily lead to two more years of dipping...It has always been a tradition for me to throw one in right after class and sometimes to even throw a fat one in in the lecture hall....

I have already gotten crabby and anxiety ridden and I'm just in my first day...I just feel no worries about being a complete son of a bitch to anybody that doesn't seem to understand what my body tells me it wants/need so badly! Ya'll (i type how i talk..so forgive me) pray for me and offer me any insight you can...I'm in this for the long haul so I can assure you I'm good for it! Thanks in advance


Drew
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