Not sure how the hell I'm going to do it.
Love this. The leap of faith. "no plan just a decision to change"
I am quit with you today. It is going to suck. Embrace it. You are going to withdrawl, crave, Detox, crave, get a foggy mind, crave, experience triggers crave, get into a miseralbe funk, crave and then one day...the are will smell fresh, you will be happy for no reason. You will like and enjoy how food tastes.
So here is the plan to get you through it. Know what you want. To be free to choose again. Addiction is slavery and loyalty. To a can of tobacco? A plant? 'Crazy' It is a great lie. All the promises are lies. What you thought it did for you, releaves stress etc...It doesn't. So let the hurt motivate you to fight. Fight and believe that the pain will go and freedom will replace it.
Your job and your plan - Go to the june group. This is your group of quitters.
June Group Click here to be linked to your groupThis is how you post roll
How to post rollSince you quit today, you must go to your group and be accountable. Posting roll is your promise. You promise not to chew tobacco today. No nicotine what so ever! Don't sniff, smoke chew, or screw it. Not a patch, not a cigar, not a vapor cig, nada. No nic. Don't put it in your nose, ears, mouth our butt. Nada!
Today you would post your name with a day 1. Like this --- Mthomas - 1
You stick to your promise and keep your word. Everyone else on you roll did the same thing and are keep thier word to you. There is power in accountability to a fellow addict.
Never, ever plan your quit past today. You don't know what tomorrow brings or a week or a year. When you wake and its today, you won your match yesterday and that's over. So you post roll. Your name day 2.
Post roll today, be a man of your word and keep your promise. If you go to sleep and wake, well its today again so you post roll and add another notch in your belt.
So that the plan. If you can make a promise to be quit today, Be a man of your word today and only focus and quit on Today's. You will not and can not fail. Stay close to the site, read, write and get to know fellow quitters.
You just started you walk to freedom and are about to realize you are in hell. You want out of hell? Stick with the plan and keep walking. It will get easier. Much easier.
Mthomas Day 716 and quit with you.