look, first post here - so I dont know if I am doing this right or following the proper rules or even psting in the right place...here the facts, I have been a dipper since 1981, yup I am an old fart - JV baseball I started, with Skoal, then on to Cope through the army and collage, Skoal LC Mint has gotten me through grad school and about everthing else for the last 20 years....
I aint kidding I am hurting - I love the shit - no secrets there. Look I have my MBA my CPA I work in a buttoned down office. Oh man, I would shut my office door and put a fatty in. the best....I quit thursday after the texas game...why did I quit after 28 years??? why?? it hurts man what am I doing? truth is, my family wants me too - I want to too but I miss it.
I really hope you all do well, I wish I could offer words of inspiration - I havent caved and gone to 7-11 , but I am literally minute to minute...thought to thought.
sounds pathetic when I re-read this but its too true. Hw much do I want it? How much self discipline do I have?
How about you? Be strong brothers...Be strong.