One post in two days doesn’t inspire a lot of confidence in your decision to quit.
IF... you come back and see this... man up and own this shit.
No more wishy washy attempts.
No more trying.
No more hoping.
Make the decision and just DO IT!
Get pissed off that a can owns you, man. Get pissed off that they’re taking your money and laughing at YOU paying to kill yourself.
Own this.
Get involved here and stay involved.