Vince,
You need to establish a quit plan. If you don't know what that is yet, you need to read our main site. Get involved in your quit group. Make some relationships. Talk to each other (texts, posts, phone, whatever)...There is no middle ground here. Quit and stay quit. That is your only choice, that is your goal, that is what you will accomplish...Plenty of solid quitters here who can help you and teach you...We won't coddle you, we will tell you exactly what we think and what has been proven to work. You need to listen, follow, learn, and eventually lead others through their quit.
Good quitting to you.