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Offline dgonseaux

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Re: Day 1 - Final Quit
« Reply #16 on: June 11, 2012, 11:08:00 AM »
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Long time since I posted here, but I feel that I needed to share.  It's been 5 days since I hit HOF and it felt great.  What I also felt was craves.  For some reason day 101 felt like day1.  Some of the vets told me that I would experience some craves, but they were intense.  I also have been craving for the past few days.  Then the worst was having a dip dream last night.

I hate dip dreams.  Mainly because of the guilt you have waking up.  You wake up sweating and feel the guilt of having caved.  Then you think, "shit, now I have to tell my quit brothers".  It really take a few minutes to realize it wasn't real.

All that to say, always protect your quit.  Stay focused on your goal and when you've reached it start another.  100 days doesn't mean you're done, it just means you've started well.  My plan is to finish well.
Exactly.

Post HOF is a rough time simply because you have tricked your mind with this "long term goal".

The nic bitch is saying:
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Oh, Ntartick...

You've got me.  You quit me outright.  You win.

It's just that...well...

We never got that last goodbye dip.  You know you miss me.  I swear that this is just a one time thing, and that I'll pack my bags and be out of your life forever.  I know this is over.
Those are all fucking lies.

Giving in means that she'll start leaving her pantyhose all over your bathroom again. Giving in means that you'll start missing money out of your wallet in the mornings. Giving in means that she'll kill you slowly from within.

Use the tools you've learned here and remember that quitting is not a race. Worry about today and everything else will fall in line.
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Re: Day 1 - Final Quit
« Reply #15 on: June 11, 2012, 10:06:00 AM »
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Long time since I posted here, but I feel that I needed to share. It's been 5 days since I hit HOF and it felt great. What I also felt was craves. For some reason day 101 felt like day1. Some of the vets told me that I would experience some craves, but they were intense. I also have been craving for the past few days. Then the worst was having a dip dream last night.

I hate dip dreams. Mainly because of the guilt you have waking up. You wake up sweating and feel the guilt of having caved. Then you think, "shit, now I have to tell my quit brothers". It really take a few minutes to realize it wasn't real.

All that to say, always protect your quit. Stay focused on your goal and when you've reached it start another. 100 days doesn't mean you're done, it just means you've started well. My plan is to finish well.
Exactly.

Post HOF is a rough time simply because you have tricked your mind with this "long term goal".

The nic bitch is saying:
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Oh, Ntartick...

You've got me.  You quit me outright.  You win.

It's just that...well...

We never got that last goodbye dip.  You know you miss me.  I swear that this is just a one time thing, and that I'll pack my bags and be out of your life forever.  I know this is over.
Those are all fucking lies.

Giving in means that she'll start leaving her pantyhose all over your bathroom again. Giving in means that you'll start missing money out of your wallet in the mornings. Giving in means that she'll kill you slowly from within.

Use the tools you've learned here and remember that quitting is not a race. Worry about today and everything else will fall in line.
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Re: Day 1 - Final Quit
« Reply #14 on: June 11, 2012, 09:35:00 AM »
Long time since I posted here, but I feel that I needed to share. It's been 5 days since I hit HOF and it felt great. What I also felt was craves. For some reason day 101 felt like day1. Some of the vets told me that I would experience some craves, but they were intense. I also have been craving for the past few days. Then the worst was having a dip dream last night.

I hate dip dreams. Mainly because of the guilt you have waking up. You wake up sweating and feel the guilt of having caved. Then you think, "shit, now I have to tell my quit brothers". It really take a few minutes to realize it wasn't real.

All that to say, always protect your quit. Stay focused on your goal and when you've reached it start another. 100 days doesn't mean you're done, it just means you've started well. My plan is to finish well.
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Re: Day 1 - Final Quit
« Reply #13 on: March 28, 2012, 07:16:00 PM »
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Re: Day 1 - Final Quit
« Reply #12 on: March 28, 2012, 06:50:00 PM »
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Alright, haven't done this in awhile, but now I am day 30. Feeling good, have a regular sleep schedule again. Embracing my quit and trying to be supportive of those around me. My only regret.....not doing this sooner.
Hey bro - I'm just glad you are here and proud to be quit with ya. I have started to post a lot more since the late 20's/early 30's - feeling a lot more invested in this quit. Typing is helping - gets shit off the chest. Great job - stay strong - if you ever need a thing call or text me brother. Glad to be quit with you!!!

PS - I don't have cinemax but I do think my wife is checking the history on our computer. I spend more time on it (on KTC) then ever before in my life. Ha - guess she thinks I'm a porn addict now. Oh well.
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Re: Day 1 - Final Quit
« Reply #11 on: March 28, 2012, 03:55:00 PM »
Alright, haven't done this in awhile, but now I am day 30. Feeling good, have a regular sleep schedule again. Embracing my quit and trying to be supportive of those around me. My only regret.....not doing this sooner.
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Re: Day 1 - Final Quit
« Reply #10 on: March 06, 2012, 09:32:00 AM »
Keep it rolling, buddy. I like your 'tude. I have to remind myself that freedom is already here, not waiting for me at the 100-day mark.

I have freedom from stopping at a CS every day. Every freaking day, baby, I drive on by.
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Re: Day 1 - Final Quit
« Reply #9 on: March 06, 2012, 08:56:00 AM »
Day 8 - I actually got some sleep last night and I feel better than I have in years. Still have the cravings but not as hard to ignore now. Just remnants of the physical habbit trying to break through. Victory is attainable and freedom is already here.
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Re: Day 1 - Final Quit
« Reply #8 on: March 05, 2012, 11:51:00 AM »
Day 7 and doing well. This first weekend was challenging but I got through it without much trouble. I believe the key is staying busy and to keep your mind on other stuff. Right now, I am just celebrating the first week of freedom.

No nic, no fit, no crave no cave, I am quit today!
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Re: Day 1 - Final Quit
« Reply #7 on: March 02, 2012, 10:13:00 AM »
Nate-
You can do this. One day at a time brother.
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Re: Day 1 - Final Quit
« Reply #6 on: March 02, 2012, 09:36:00 AM »
Day 4 - Didn't sleep well last night, kept waking up every couple of hours. Got up early for the first time since I can't remember when, got ready, went to work, posted roll and feeling okay. Headache is working on my nerves pretty bad, but nothing I can't handle. I am quit.
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Re: Day 1 - Final Quit
« Reply #5 on: March 01, 2012, 10:09:00 PM »
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Day 3 - Doing well, cravings are okay and managable. Chat online helps distract me from thinking about the dip. Reading and keeping the consequences on the forefront of the brain really helps curb the crave. I can do this, I have to do this.
That's right you can do this. You have done it. You have quit. You don't do that shit anymore. You put your word down today? You say you were quit to the rest of the folks in June 2012?
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Re: Day 1 - Final Quit
« Reply #4 on: March 01, 2012, 02:35:00 PM »
Day 3 - Doing well, cravings are okay and managable. Chat online helps distract me from thinking about the dip. Reading and keeping the consequences on the forefront of the brain really helps curb the crave. I can do this, I have to do this.
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Re: Day 1 - Final Quit
« Reply #3 on: February 28, 2012, 11:20:00 AM »
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Today is the first day of my last quit.  I have tried at least 5 or more times over the past 16 years to quit, but have always gone back to it.  I know this one will stick and I will never need the dip again.

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If you really want this, your in the right place. Check out the WELCOME CENTER up and to the left. Read up on how, why and where we post roll.

If you need some help posting roll or navigating the site, come into Quit Chat. Don't hesitate to reach out if you need anything.
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Re: Day 1 - Final Quit
« Reply #2 on: February 28, 2012, 11:19:00 AM »
Good decision on kicking Ms. Niccy to the curb. This site can be helpful. Rule number one, this is a no nicotine site, period, end of story. Biggest thing to do is get acquainted with this site. Highly recommend you go here: WELCOME CENTER


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We "Post Roll Call" daily ( our promise to ourselves and to our brothers not to use nicotine today- We DO THIS DAILY


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