6 Years and Counting

[Skoal Monster]

To the administers

I'm clean and don't need dueschbag's crap

First of all I don't believe you attended college.It is spelled Douchebag!! you douchebag! Also I am not sure who these Ad-ministers are you speak of? Perhaps they run the advertising department at the Church of Loot? I will look into it.

Enough " banter". You must be a helmet wearing window licker to think you have a better "mousetrap of quit" than is provided here. I applaud you on your roughly 3 weeks quit if that is true, but you are still so far down the hole you have to look up just to see the bottom. Your tough guy act has come and gone before and it ends up the same every time. It ends up with you stuffing a pinch of peach flavored cancer in your oversized and under-educated pie hole.

Your a fucking heroin addict who tells the rehab doc you can quit any time.

Your an alcoholic who doesn't believe in the twelve steps but keeps going to meetings to talk about doing it differently.

Your a nicotine junkie who makes excuses and feigns a vaginal injury to avoid facing the truth of your addiction. Your a fucking liar, to yourself mostly, and to those who love you. But you can't bullshit us...... we have been you.

Your a joke. At the first opportunity your going to cave. What will it be 6years? A death in the family, getting fired from your night job as a tranny fluffer, your wife leaves you? or will it be the old standard of too much stress? needed it to stay awake? the dog ate my favorite double ended dilly?

We quit this way because it works. There are thousands of us that have been successful, and one of you who hasn't. If you could do this on your own you would have. Drink the fucking Kool-Aid or Get the Fuck Out. Go die of cancer somewhere else, this site is for quitters.

Skoal Monster- 851

[loot]

'banned'

[6yearsandcounting]

Miles, that's why you seem familiar. The circus! Remember? I was the nutless wonder and your were the guy fucking all the ugly clowns. I see you still have that strange fetish. You even mentioned clowns in that personal message to me. I had hoped you had gotten over that by now. The nice thing is I take testosterone supplements (referencing the "nutless wonder" comment in full sarcastic mockery.) that helps me to be twice the man that others are. I'm still here because I don't back down... (maybe it's the supplements (oh the jokes))... You guys can go off on me and I'll come back to steal any sentiment that you can "strike a nerve" or scare me off. As long as you waste your time with comical, ludicrous, and childish banter... I'm on board to play that game. I'm quit my way and I would quietly leave because I know that you guys have a set way in which it "MUST" be done and any deviation or lack of dedication to promise every day to people you don't know means your not "dedicated" and any honesty is attacked with the guise of tough love (which often is simply not the case), I will be here and be just as loud as any of you and get a chuckle out of how riled up people get over it. I'm wasting your time... I've told you this and still you let me smile at your attempts to over "man" me. I am wasting your time... are you really going to try and create new names to call me and conjure more insults?
P.s. Please do not let me discourage you... I really do have fun reading you guys' comments.

[Nolaq]

Don't feed the trolls fellas...just keep moving...

[Parputt]

To the administers. Please feel free to delete me when you get the chance. Thank you for the support during the first week of my quit and I will continue, but I want nothing to do with this site and the majority of people on it.

Don't let the door hit ya where the Lord split ya. 'Finger'

[miles]

And rebeldog... you're a riot.  Do you ever have a positive emotion in your body.  Try a little St. Johns wort, its an herb that is proven to elevate the mood.  Maybe some viagra too for your impotence.

You should sprout some fucking nuts and try St. KTC's QUIT motherfucker..

Get lost clown...you're tripping over your shoes.

And for a guy who doesn't need this site, why do you keep coming back? Do you feel like a nutless wonder yet? You should.

Post roll.

[6yearsandcounting]

And rebeldog... you're a riot. Do you ever have a positive emotion in your body. Try a little St. Johns wort, its an herb that is proven to elevate the mood. Maybe some viagra too for your impotence.

[6yearsandcounting]

Maybe I struck a nerve... now would be a time to apologize.... I'll be watching for all your apologies.
And sheep fucker... lol. Insults that make me laugh are always appreciated.

[clelland18]

6years claims to be on day 17. In July he said he caved or used gum or some shit, and we were all getting on him to man up and say hes back on day 1. Then that day he admitted it all saying "Oh boys I meant to say I'm on day 1, by saying I'm taking it ONE day at a time".

6years you are not on day 17, do not be proud of yourself. You are a piece of work, and we will be better off without you on this site, where only real badass quitters stay. There are plenty of people new to July who caved before that are taking crap from people. They man up and take the shit, and tell us all what happened. But you take the other route, by bitching out and posting on here how we are all fuckers, and you are just "getting back at us". Pussy bitch move man.

[rebeldog]

I started doing dip 6 years ago when I was making the 13 hour drive to college by myself and did it off and on without any problems.  However a year or two later I got mono and then after several months of that went right into appendicitis. The entire time I was still full time in college and was now working almost full time at work.  Caffeine gave me the jitters so I used nicotine all waking hours to keep up with all that I had on my plate.  When the mono and appendicitis were all taken care of, I couldn't stop.

So, here I am wondering how the years have passed and trying to remember all the times I have tried to cut back or quit.  I have a sore in my mouth that I need to have looked at and am scared to death that I might have to pay the price for my stupidity.  I have dumped so many tins out the car window,  down the toilet, or out in the yard and tried to not get another one but always fail.  First few times I would go a few weeks, and then the stress would hit and I'd fall right back.  Now my quitting attempts hardly last 24 hours and the past year has been more like a depressing movie with an unbelievable twist of tragic deaths, house fire, and life changes.  I've had all the people that I looked up to growing up now turning to me and asking for my advice and my help.  When my mom died last year, I went from the baby of the family to the glue of the family and the shoulders that carry everything. 

I now work full time and do school full time and the stress of life is killing me.  I keep telling myself that when school is done (basically after this semester) I'll quit for real, but I'm not sure my body can take much more without serious repercussions. My wife thinks I quit and I can't talk to her about it because she freaks out about it even when I admit I had one pinch a while back.  I can't tell her I go through a tin or two every week... on a good week.  I've heard juice and nicotine gum help curb the craving but god knows they don't touch it.  When you are use to a pinch that fills the whole side of your mouth or sometimes a horseshoe, that little piece of gum, or heck 3 of them, don't do a thing.  I've tried different dip tobacco-free alternatives and sunflower seeds but nothing gets me the fix.  My resolve is strong but with my schedule, I am tired and stressed every moment of every day and I crack.  I write all this so that I can hear someone say that they were here.  So that real people can tell me what they did to quit.  I feel pathetic but I need the encouragement and I need the pointers.  I have a pack of Hooch (tobacco-free substitute) in the mail and when it gets here I am going to try and give this one last shot.    'bang head'

NOLAQ, et al:

Fuck this turd. He's a pussy in more way than one. Listen to how whiny this crybaby is..."I had mono", my vagina, err...my appendics hurt; caffine makes me jittery. Six, you cry in here, get your feeling hurt then piss off the very people trying to assist you. Shut the fuck up and get gone asshole.

Fuck you 6years. DIF! 'Finger' 'Finger' 'Finger'

[Nolaq]

...maybe I struck a nerve.... _

[Nolaq]

My honest opinion...you WANT someone under your skin.

You KNOW you can't do this alone.

You WANT what we HAVE - Freedom.

You're just too scared to come get it.

You're too afraid to succeed.

You're too afraid to fail.

You're too afraid...

If I'm wrong, then why did you ask me to email you outside this website? You're either looking for accountability....or you're ghey...

[Nolaq]

To the administers. Please feel free to delete me when you get the chance.

Fuck you. Delete yourself.

[miles]

Nevermind sheepfucker.

'chief'

[6yearsandcounting]

I see your name at the bottom of the page. Why are you still here?

Because there is no way to delete my account and since at one point some of you got under my skin, it's time to return the favor. I am basking in my success. But don't worry I'm in the process of being removed and I'll make it easy on the Administers of this site to see the need. Because as long as someone is swinging at me... I'm fucking swinging back. It actually motivates me on my quit to post here and brag that I'm clean and don't need dueschbag's crap. It makes me very happy. :D Thank you for helping me on my quit. I'll return the favors in like manner.

To the administers. Please feel free to delete me when you get the chance. Thank you for the support during the first week of my quit and I will continue, but I want nothing to do with this site and the majority of people on it.