Decided to quit on Feb 28. Been giving my life, energy and money to tobacco since I was 13.
I have tried quitting several times before, but I wasn't committed like this go around.
Right now, I'm trying to fill the void by getting back into distance running. Put in 6 miles this am. Seems to be helping, but the nights are still the hardest. This is gonna be a tougher ride than I had hoped, but I've make it 5 days longer than any previous time, so I'm feeling pretty confident at the moment.
Keeping my sights on the prize so I can be around for my wife and three kids without worrying about when I'm gonna get cancer. Gotta get this done right this time.
Glad I found this site today. Its nice to know there are lots of us fighting the fight. I don't feel so alone. Nice to have some people who actually understand what a god damn son of a bitch this habit is to knock.
When is it REAL hard for me at the moment?
-driving (as soon as the key was in the ignition the dip was in the lip)
-night (put wife and kids in bed, turn on the tube, and put a pinch in)
I AM COMMITTED. I WILL QUIT. NOW.
MHG