Hey bud, we are not that different. I played Legion and College baseball,got offered many scholarships but joined the USMC instead. My dad and my grandpa dipped, he'll grandma used red man plug.
I quit 141 days ago because of this website and my own testicular fortitude. I recommend that you discuss with you brother and dad hat you are quit and ask for their support. Tell them to punch you n the jaw if you ask for a dip, and offer the same for them in return if they as you if you want one.
Other than that, join a group, post daily, and quit daily as if your life depends on it because it kind of does.
Pinched