Hi Jim,
Congrats on your decision. What you are referring to is what we call the fog. This is the period of time when your body is trying to rewire itself to that toxin free state you were in before the nic.
The "fog" lifts over the next week or so for most people so don't worry, you will not feel this way forever. On the bright side day 4 means that the nic is out of your bloodstream and now you get to fight the head games.
We have all been right where you are.
Have you posted roll yet?
Look to the tab bar just below the KTC logo. Click on the pink Welcome center icon to get started and join a community that can offer you support if you want it.
If you have any questions send me a message or post and someone will get back to you.
The most important thing right now should be to read the welcome center lit, find your group and post roll.
What happens when you pass the drug test and realize that there are more test?
What happens when you find another job, which does not drug test?
Make sure you have a list of reason's why you want to quit, with this job being just one of many factors.
As far as the fog, day 3-5 was the worst. After that each day will get a little better.
I just want to be clear on this. I'm quitting because I'm sick and tired of having my life wrapped around a little can of chew. What I mean by that is, I would panic if I were running low and didn't have a replacement. I could not go anywhere without throwing a dip in. The JOB offer, is my biggest motivator. But I am one of those people that believe, if I have went this long... why would I bother putting another dip in my lip.
I am using Smokey Mountain Snuff to help curb the urges. I have 2 cans of that left, and those are my last 2 cans to use as a crutch. Tomorrow will be no crutches at all.. just will power.
I have tried to quit once before and it only lasted a few hours... I had let fear defeat me. My mind was going insane with urges and I caved the very same day.
This time... I am on day 5 now - I still have urges, but I am able to control them without sleeping my day away (which is how I coped the first 2.5 days)
I am done for life! I will not forget how HARD this is to quit.. and it is not something I want to experience again...... I look back on it and chewing has cost me a lot. Not only money.. but in the dating world.. as soon as a girl found out I chewed, she was out..... I hate this habit... and I'm done with it.
I'm not sure what posting Roll is... I will look around a bit... but I'm day 5 and going strong.
Jim